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@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster

I have no problem going to work and doing that over and over, but when it comes to going places other than work, I have extreme anxiety, agoraphobia. And for a while a couple years ago I was getting better, but then it regressed again. And I've been trying to figure out, why??? And then I remember, I recall, that lately, over the past couple years, I've been having instances where I remember that one night in like 2017 or 2018, at the gas station, when a man ran toward my car, I slammed the door, hit the gas. I think almost being abducted/assaulted harmed me maybe 🤔

Sep 15, 2026 · 3:45 PM GMT+0000

https://mkultra.monster/users/cmdr_nova/notes/2d10af5337e344f7

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@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Sep 15, 2026 · 3:50 PM
It's like no matter what I do, the actions of others control nearly every aspect of my life, even straight down to my psyche I think that's why I like to host my own servers, why I started building my own fedi/atproto app with every tool available to me If I don't control it, then someone will try to harm me
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Sep 15, 2026 · 3:52 PM
Some day the past will leave me alone 😂

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