https://bsky.app/profile/valerie.bsky.mkultra.monster Bluesky · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:28 PM
Clearsky: The PTSD Re-Simulator
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Another person in there, someone who was a huge popular figurehead in the Twitter synthwave scene around 2020, was donating to me on Patreon, so that when I eventually stood up for myself against transphobic remarks, she could use this as as jumping off point, and/or, as a weapon
Jun 13, 2025 · 1:38 PM Z · reply
https://mkultra.monster/users/cmdr_nova/notes/4e043095a174bad0
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https://bsky.app/profile/valerie.bsky.mkultra.monster Bluesky · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:36 PM
No lie, this one girl in there, we met on Second Life, and she wanted a relationship, but only if I used a male avatar. So I did. But then we could only do what she wanted to do, and I could only wear what she found appropriate, down to the sliders of my avatar's shape.
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:39 PM
And it worked. I got muted and blocked by numerous streaming radio stations, almost everyone I had connections with launched into bigoted tyrades, and
although I still make music today, a large part of what I had in my music career is gone partially because of this woman.
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:41 PM
There are a bunch of other people in there who have hand-crafted bullcrap, grievances, or abuse against me, and rather than ever develop any amount of self awareness, we just have them somehow ... SOMEHOW, finding my profile, and then make sure they can't see me
Ever
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:44 PM
But, I esp want to note, that this one woman in there, who was partially successful in wrecking my independent career in music, she achieved taking money away from me, when I was at one of the lowest and worst points of my life. When I was broke. When I couldn't pay bills, or provide for myself
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:44 PM
I actually fully believe that her intention was for things to happen to me that were much, or even worse than the attempted full deconstruction of what I'd built over 6 years prior to that
And her and the numerous others will never apologize, will never feel any amount of guilt
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:44 PM
The kicker is I'm not even the only one they've done this too, and this is about the 7th time I've talked about it in 5 years
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:48 PM
Anyway, this is the only time I'm going to share her profile
@cmdr_nova@mkultra.monster · Jun 13, 2025 · 1:48 PM
Millionaire, industry-plant, piece of garbage, JK Rowling wannabe
Whatever tf you wanna call her
I wish these people didn't exist
https://bsky.app/profile/ash904.bsky.social Bluesky · Jun 13, 2025 · 2:30 PM
I’m in block lists for things I’ve never done lmao. I’m also pretty sure I’m on that queer phobic block list of NFSW people.
https://bsky.app/profile/valerie.bsky.mkultra.monster Bluesky · Jun 13, 2025 · 2:31 PM
oh geez I didn't even look at the block lists I'm on, I think I'd rather not know lol but yeah, it's ridiculous. Like, maybe there should be some moderation of lists if a list has a certain number of subscribers like "let's look and see if this list is genuine or bait"